Thursday, June 08, 2006 Sianz............Everybody is now happily holidaying while i am stuck here on this island!My grades were Damn lousy lah!So my mum put a ban on computers on me .So actually ,i should not be blogging now.My grades suck like shit lah!My school sec 1 have to take 6 subjects-English,mother tongue,maths,general science,humanities and literature.All of these subjects fell lah(except maths which improved but failed to pull up the ailing grades of the other subjects).And naturally, my mum blamed the the cause of it to be computer,in her eyes the root of all evil,the devil in disguise and all that goes with it.But to the rest of the world it is known as the wonder machine,the best invention of all time,the machine that makes the world go round.............So it is up to my Ipod mini and gameboy colour to make my world to go round.So i am now put in a life imprisionment of tuition.It may seem boring to you ,but you know Jiang holiday class can be so fun lah!Then i have to report to my mum"s office"sshe works in the HDB Hub) Nexus.It is a great place to study cos it is quiet(except lunchtime) but my mum have forgotten something-The Nexus have a place created for kids-ARCADE(Average Rest Centre Anti Dictatorial Escape place(i dunno where the "P" came from ,but whatever)).I even have to do this after the holidays and go there straight after school.I have lost my entire freedom from just a stack of Fucking papers-the test papers.My school have a format for english-compostion,context questions and letter writing.I wrote so damn much for the compo and got so goddamn low!It is so son of a bitch man!You may say things like "oh,because the more you write,the more mistakes you will make".However ,this does not apply to me.In fact ,the more i write,the higher my chance of scoring high.I expected a high grade like 24/30 but you know what i got?18/30!When i asked my english teacher, Mr Boon*(name has been changed to protect both the identity and the teacher cos bloggers may attack him),he said the front was prefect but the ending was atrocious!Then for Higher Chinese, my school has another format-they take all the small class test,compositions,newspaper articles and major examinations.Do you know why my grades was so low?Cos the bloody teacher was too damn bias!She is no other than Laoteh*(Thats just her nickname,there are many others.)You know the small class tests,she tries her best to pick out the smallest mistakes,even those who are actually correct.Damn her lah!Then you know the top boy in my class,Lionel*(name have been changed to protect identity but who cares,they know who is it anyway!).He is like so damn proud lah!He has totally no life man,he does not give a damn to anything else except to dethrone the existing top boy!He got the highest for physics,then when people go to the teacher to appeal for more marks,he just say things like "oh,this is wrong,he should not be given marks at all!"He crushes other people"s hopes and dreams in just a damn sentence.And when the maths exam result comes out,he will cover his head and say"not me!not me!" as if trying to be humble!Everybody knows he is going to be top but he just denies it,thinking he is acting humble.Is this his defination of humble?If he were humble,everybody can become saints!Actually,i have no existing grudges with him, but his childish behavior just irks mr to the core!But thanks to his success in being top,i have a new target,to dethrone him and sent him into exile.Ok lah,i know i am being mean but just say say only lah!But i still will try my best to outdo him(mission impossible).I know people will come and leave some fucking comments here or say some crap to me at school but who cares?This is my blog,my personal diary!I have my own free will!This country,Singapore is a democratic one so i can practice free will!Those motherfuckers out there who wants to say anything funny should do some self searching man!I am giving them the priviledge about school events through my side of view,So if you think you are the people i have mentioned in this article,please learn to grin and bear it.* *P.S(sorry for the abuse of language) LOST at 10:18 PM